so far so good. but yesterday was difficult. my youngest son has colic, so he cried most of the day. and the other two kids were wired for some reason, but it was alright. i put them in their play room, and took them outside. plus i had alot of help from my sister tara. so i managed. i also caught up all the laundry got almost all my chores done. this domestic life really isnt what i wanted to do with my life, but i really dont think i would change any of it for anything in the world.my husband. got temporary custody of his 16 yr old, which is fine, she helps me when i ask, but i cant wait for school to start. maybe then things will be a little easier for me during the day. sometimes i feel overwhelmed, but i remember that these are choices i have made, and thereby have to live with. things will get btter every day. this i know. ill write more tomorrow.