overwhelmed and under appreciated

Too much has happened since i last updated, but needless to say same stuff different day. We just found out that my husband has a weak heart and needs to have a double maybe triple bypass to repair the damaged valve, he also has massive cholostorol around 600. docs are suprised he is still breathing at this point. now he is mad i have him on an oatmeal and eggwhite diet with a few fish oil pills on the side. oh well let him be mad, as long as he is alive long enough to be mad, im happy. and as we all know a happy mom leads to a happy home. lol. im working now. not as many hours as i would like, but it is still a job. wish it was something i liked to do, but running a register at best buy still beats living in a box and eating from the trash. kids are doing good. jojo is excelling in school, kaia is going to need glasses, gabe has to see a speech therapist, and my little miracle baby xavier has already overcome so many obstacles he deserves a break. but he is doing well. for a baby born so close to death you would never know it to look art him. he smiles and has started cooing now. and is trying to hold his own bottle. docs have given him a semi clean bill of health.well i have to go and get ready for work, but ill get back on soon and update. best wishes from moe