well i received a phone call just a day or so ago, from my adoptive mother in New York. Her health is failing her, and she begged me to come home to help her. I talked it over with my fiance, and we have decided to make the move, but i am still unsure.. I would love nothing more then to see her again, seeing as she is my mother, and she raised me, and has always looked out for me, but at the same time, other then my mother there isnt anything in new york for me anymore.I have so much here in florida. friends, family, a life. i really dont know if starting over is going to be a good thing for me, or my fiance, or the baby i am carrying. Here in florida i have very good friends, that i wont be able to see when i want , and family that i am close too,I am used to my life here, and i fear that the change of a move might be damaging to my realationship. but at the same time, if i dont make the move, and something happens to my mother, i know in my heart i would never be able to forgive myself.
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