well this is a first for me, so please try and bare with me. my spelling sucks, and i have a tendency to ramble. to begin with, i am a 27 yr old mother of 4 children and almost 9 months pregnant with my fifth. i have alot of interests, but i also have alot of fears, and doubts as well. i have been with my fiance for almost a year and a half now, and although i am happy with him, i am unhappy with the life we share. does that make any sense? since i have become prgnant, i have been medically unable to consumate anything with him, and he and i have decided to allow other women into our realationship. i am fine with this, so long as a fwew guidelines are followed. up till now all have been respected. of late, i have been feeling more and more uncomfortable with what he is doing, and who he is doing it with, i just dont know how to approach the subject with him. i am afraid that if i dont comtinue to allow things to carry on as they are, i will loose the man i am wanting to marry, and my child will lose her father. and seeing as the "other woman" is a very close friend of mine, i am afraid i will lose a friend as well. if anyone has any advice how to let my feelings be known with out hurting anyone, i will take any and all advice, nomatter how small it may seem. thanx
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